Me in a nutshell

I know I had written some things here, but they have been haunting me, so I change this one.

It doesn't matter what it used to say, what it says now is the important thing.
There is only one love in my life and the love is her, with her red beautifull hair and wonderfull personality.

She is more than I deserve, she is more than any man deserve and it's great that she trusts me enough to call me her boyfriend.

I love my flower and hopefully she loves me just as much

Love hurts yet it's like a drug I can't get enough

Quite alot has happened since I last wrote here, the girl I used to love got depromoted in my heart when I realized I could never fully trust her, yet I did not feel to sad about it. The problem were that after the blinding love disapeared I saw her in a different light, as it turns out she is more alike my mother then she thinks...and I feel a disslike towards my mother, so guess how I felt about her afterwards.

We got into fights from time to time and now we barely speak....never speak.

Owell, I'm not sure to how and why what happened after happened, but I'm not sad, far from it.
The girl...."Corazon" as I used to call her has a cousin, same age, she is like "Corazon" yet not, she is much more positive and also takes one day at a time, when I came to my senses I were living far from her, but I realized that she had something no other girl I know or knew had.

Well there is one more person who shares that skill with her, but she isn't as important.

I felt I could talk to my flower, I mean really talk to her, if I had a bad day and didn't feel like talking to anyone she would log on and my problems would just go away, I would talk to her freely and not worry about anything anymore. It was like she were the first person who saw me as me, not an adopted kid from Brazil but me, Oscar (Okami/Warg) the person I am.
It feels as if she's the only person in my life who doesn't care about my past but just cares for me as me. That is only one of the reasons to why I love her.

Sure I'm fully aware of some lingering feelings for "Corazon" far far far back, somwhere so deep I really don't care for them, but even she couldn't give me what my Flower has given me, for once in my life I feel that there is a person who actually knows me, who can see through me if she wanted to.

It's odd how life works, sometime she is a bitch throwing you around like a ragdoll from side to side, other time she is like the sweetest of women, giving you all you need and all you want.
Guess I ove you a thanks this time, please don't take it away from me.